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amourpourtou
25 March 2011 @ 02:57 pm
If you could go out to dinner with a character from a current TV show, who would you choose, and why?

I think I'd want to go out to dinner with Dean or Sam Winchester from Supernatural, they are soooo funny and would probably keep me entertained for a while.
 
 
amourpourtou
23 March 2011 @ 03:43 pm
The Dark Arts:

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Hopefully this is complete and stuff! 
Updated 2/10/2011 - Turned into hyperlinks <3

 
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amourpourtou
30 January 2011 @ 08:03 pm
I figure that it would be high time to introduce myself, no?

My name is Stephanie, and I am sixteen years old. I reside in the state of New York, in the United States of America. I am a junior in high school, and I spend my time being anti-social and lazy. I am a wallflower of sorts, I know things about most everyone, even people I don't know. I am very observant and often not noticed. I'm okay with that. I like attention, although it makes me quite nervous. I am really, quite shy, too, and quiet. It's easier to be more open to my online friends, they can't see me, and that makes me feel a little more comfortable.

I spend much of my time on my laptop, roleplaying, graphic making and talking to mah peeps on MSN. I belong to a site called Pottersworld RPG, and have been a part of it for a year. It's kind of my obsession, and it's also my escape. I handle three characters on PW: Stephanie Cabbell, Brenden Neilson and Madeline Hartwood, all of which are related. I'm also on a sister site - kinda - of Pottersworld called The Dark Arts, and have been part of that site for a year too. I'm sorta active there, although I should probably spend more time on there. They have different rankings, member, junior, senior, graduate and staff artists, and I am a junior artist. I may post graphics on here, but I'm not sure.

Outside of my computer, I am very close with my mother, as she is the only parent I've got, and I'm an only child. My father died when I was nine years old, of cancer. I miss him dearly, and sometimes I like to think he's being held hostage or something and is coming back someday. Even though that dream is completely illogical, I don't care. I have a few friends, but seeing as I tend to keep to myself most of the time, I don't talk about them too much. Kind of a shame, but I suppose you can't change a person like me too easily. I don't like looking to the future, because I am honestly afraid of the future. Which is why I haven't looked into any colleges or future careers, because it's weird and I'm afraid. I have decided on a major, though. I would LOVE to major in history, I find it really interesting. We'll see. My grades will have to go up, I imagine, although I have a 95 in U.S. History in Government, and I would think that would be all that matters. That is about the only thing I'm sure of for my future. Everything else is quite hazy. I have no way to pay for college at the moment, anyways. I suppose a job and scholarships would be helpful.

I have an obsession with the Harry Potter series, and have been a proud fan for at least three years. I used to think that HP sucked when I was younger, but I'm glad that I've read them. Twice over. And seen all the movies currently out at least once. I would love to go to the premiere of the final installment of Harry Potter - although I doubt that would happen. I am considered a Hufflepuff. Other books I like include the Mortal Instruments series, The Book Thief, Vampire Academy Series (although I still gotta finish this) and historical fiction in general.

Last year, I was diagnosed with depression, and I still deal with it today. Last year, around October, I began to cut myself because I was so depressed, and had many thoughts about suicide. I wouldn't commit suicide, though, as I am also afraid of death, the unknown in general. My mother found out that I was cutting myself, and I was taken to the doctor, who sent me to therapy. It worked, I suppose, but I couldn't believe that the therapist even cared. I believed - and still believe - that no one really cares about me. I believe that I'm useless, and I'm not entirely sure why I was even put on this planet. My self-esteem is incredibly low, and I'm always afraid of doing things and second guessing myself. I'm still struggling with depression, but I haven't cut myself since August. I wish that I had a reason to be depressed, because I really don't think I do. Not like other people do. So my dad died, I live in an apartment complex that I'm scared to leave my apartment, I constantly worry about my mother and her health - and what would happen to me if something bad happened to her and she died. So what if I've never had a boyfriend and I'm not the most liked person in the world. I remind myself that I could have it a hell lot worse then I do. My mother loves me to death, and I do have people who care about me - even if I don't believe it. I hate myself for being depressed about almost nothing, I think it is pathetic.

I believe in God, and I don't care if you hate me for it. I believe He has a reason for anything, and that He only lets horrible things happen because He is trying to make us stronger and closer to Him. I support gay marriage, I see nothing wrong with it, nothing bad is going to happen if they are allowed to marry. Love is love, that is all there is to it. In terms of abortion, I am pro-life in most cases except for rape, and if the baby will not have a chance to live if born, and if the mother's life is threatened. Everyone deserves a chance to live, and there are people out there who would like to have a child, but can't, and adoption is their only choice. 

I like to think myself as a kind and polite person, as it was how I was brought up to be. I'm not obnoxious like some teenagers are, and I'm grateful for anything and everything I have. I don't ask for more things, I get what I get. I try not to complain about the stupidest of things like some people my age do, and I really am disgusted at how selfish some can be. I like to think myself as more grown up then most teenagers. I suppose that having to take care of my mother at the age of ten after she had knee surgery and such helped that a little.

I guess that is my really long introduction, hopefully it didn't bore  the hell out of you. :)

 
 
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amourpourtou
23 December 2010 @ 09:25 am
So.  
.I made this LJ for my credits list for TDA, but I feel as though I ought to do something with it....  I guess we'll have to see.
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